When my mom passed away everyone said “oh it’ll get easier” and I have to say it hasn't gotten easier I guess I go longer in between cries but when it comes to missing her I REALLY MISS her! If you’ve ever lost anyone REALLY close to you, you know what I mean! There never is a time that goes by that I don’t think about my mom she is just in my everyday life she is ME! It’s funny the older I get the more I realize I’m my mom and that I’m good with! I had a PC call with someone the other day and she was really digging into what makes me me at my shows and in the end I said “wow I really am more like my mom than I thought!” Those darn people really do influence our lives like I never thought they would! I’m just so grateful that I had such a good example in my life, sure she made some poor decisions when it came to health etc. but when it came to raising us two girls she was AWESOME and I’m glad I’m like her! I hope one day my kids will think I’m as AMAZING as I think my mom is, she really is THE BEST! Mom I still love you the MOSTEST!
